Venting.

Well holy fucking crow!!! I fuckin swear to godd! What god???! I have no fuckin clue! But it rolls off the tongue nicely. SHIT! People are so motherfucking fake. Oh my shit!

First off, I'm sooooo sick of you making up problems every other fucking tuesday or what have you! I'm sick of your snooty, snob attitude and how you always have to be right, and put others down for your own sick satisfaction you stupid bitch! And not only that, but you're fake, so damned fake! You so pride yourself on your "originality" and "independence" but all you are is a copy of everyone around you. You're like fucking silly putty, you look and act like anything or anyone you associate yourself with. You act like youre soo smart when half the damn time you dont even know what the fuck youre shooting out of your big stupid mouth! You and your lame arguments, your childish ways, and your stuck up attitude! HOLY FUCKING CROW!!!

well i don't believe in those lies you tell anymore, and i don't think you do either

Well, I know i'm not pregnant because i am on my period as i type, and have been for the past 3 days, so pregnancy can't be the reason. I'm taking my medication regularly. No traumatic events have occurred as of recent. So? Why am i so god damned emotional???? The smallest fucking thing gets me upset and it's like my body has produced a never ending surplus of tears, that insist on flowing from my eyes when ever they wish, even without reason. ugh. This is so dumb, and i feel so helpless. My meds, which i don't even want to be on in the first place, have been increased to 150 mg, i should be feeling better, acting better. Im not. What the hell is wrong with me....

I feel like falling asleep forever, like that fairy tale, and live inside my dreams so that the reality that pierces my skin so harshly can never effect me again. I'm falling, sinking, slowly but surely and i have nothing to hold on to, nothing to grasp for dear life and help pull myself to my feet. 

idk, boredom

She's never been this lonely

She's always had someone

She's never been this sorry

She's never missed the sun

and now she's

Crying in bed and

Sitting in the dark

She can't believe you broke her heart

She's sitting alone

She's thinking of you

She doesn't know what else to do

Where are you

Where are you