I feel like falling asleep forever, like that fairy tale, and live inside my dreams so that the reality that pierces my skin so harshly can never effect me again. I'm falling, sinking, slowly but surely and i have nothing to hold on to, nothing to grasp for dear life and help pull myself to my feet.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
well i don't believe in those lies you tell anymore, and i don't think you do either
Well, I know i'm not pregnant because i am on my period as i type, and have been for the past 3 days, so pregnancy can't be the reason. I'm taking my medication regularly. No traumatic events have occurred as of recent. So? Why am i so god damned emotional???? The smallest fucking thing gets me upset and it's like my body has produced a never ending surplus of tears, that insist on flowing from my eyes when ever they wish, even without reason. ugh. This is so dumb, and i feel so helpless. My meds, which i don't even want to be on in the first place, have been increased to 150 mg, i should be feeling better, acting better. Im not. What the hell is wrong with me....
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PMS?
ReplyDeleteCould be a couple of things...
ReplyDelete-Have you researched PMDD? If not, look in to it and see if it applies to you.
-Depression could be exasperated by your hormones, or could simply be more severe at the moment.
May I ask what medication you are on? It is possible that it is not the right medication for you. Perhaps it is time to look in to trying a new med?